ASSALAMUALAIKUM...
firstly, alhamdulillah. setelah sekian lama x update blog, hari ni baru tergerak nk update.
About my life? Alhamdulillah, I dh selesa dgn keadaan dan dgn kwn2 kat sini.
so far, I mcm biasa la. being my self here.
and yes, alhamdulillah they accept me as who I am.
and the best part is, I ada best friend kat sini.
dia adalah seorang lelaki. but, we tend to have a good chemistry each other.
unfortunately, he is taken. and he loves the girl so much.
Me? still alone.
but nevermind. since all the gorgeous ladies and gentleman behind me, I tend to be ok,
I would like to share about this guy. the one who always behind me, here in Merbok.
And of course the person yg ada chemistry dgn I tu.
He is a good guy, from Penang. Very talkative and cheerful person.
But yet, he also a sensitive guy. Dalam hati ada taman bu nga la katakan..
most of the time, I share story with him, my feelings.
Alhamdulillah, wherever I go, there must be a person who kindly lend their ear to hear my story.
but, i still always bare in my mind, he is taken.
I x nk la ruin up diorg pnye relationship sbb I pn member dgn girlfriend dia.
so, I juz sharing and also care about him for the important things only.
I akan cuba being professional.
having feeling towards him?
hurmm.. kind of la..
for of course, klau kita dh rapat dgn someone, yg take care dgn kita, mesti kita rasa sesuatu kan.
nak2 lagi klau lain gender.
but like i said before, i kena act professional.
I x nk hilang dia and girlfriend dia as a friend.
coz both of them baik sgt.
Insya Allah, as the time flies, everything gonna be ok.
sbb I pn anggap dia mcm adik dh.
and dia anggap I mcm mak2.
kuajaq kan?
haha..
tp I x kisah pn.
sbb ramai yg ckp I mcm mak2.
x pe lah,
tu pn doa kan?
mana tahu dpt jadi ibu mithali?
kan elok.
ye la, we always nasihat menasihati each other.
that's the friend should be kan?
friends also should act as parents since our parents not around dgn kita.
how about cerita lama?
cerita I dgn dia yg I gila bayang dulu?
Nayy..
yet we still contact each other, but I think he is not the best for me.
he never bring me to the right path.
and i cant take him too..
so, i choose not to chase him.
yes, we are still friend
but as a normal friend.
i masih lagi ingat kat dia,
masih lagi rindu dkt dia,
tp, it seems not make any benefit for me and him.
so, i need to let go of him.
and how about my old friends?
ah, biasalah, life is not complete if no misunderstanding right?
let them solve it.
lgpn I x taw nk ckp mcm mana lagi
and x bape tahu sgt the real situation.
hopefully yg gaduh2 tu, baik semula la ok?
yg lain, pn, hopefully ok je taw.
and I miss all the memories in Diploma.
Really, really miss that moment.
and also miss each person.
and now, I dh nk masuk Intern Insya Allah tahun dpn.
Doakan I pass this sem with flying colours ok?
and diam x diam dh nk abes degree dkt Kedah ni.
alhamdulillah..
praise to Allah, and many thanks to my parents.
I Love You, mom and dad.
ok, I think sampai sini je kot, coretan.
x tahu la bila lagi nk update,
so, see ya!
ASSALAMUALAIKUM
