MY MR. COTTON CANDY =)

Yesterday night was awesome.

even only a short meeting between us, but you make me hard to sleep at night.

missing you smile and sweetness.

and you make me believe that you also own the same feeling like i did.

yes you have told it to me before, but yesterday, you make me believe it.

but sadly, 

we have to find a suitable time for our quality time,

cant even show my truly feelings whenever i want,

need to act like i'm not care for you at all.

but from the far, i'm watching you, care for you with full of my heart.

whenever i miss you, i scroll back our conversation,

smiling down for our memories,

for only us knew it.

for me, its far enough to feel you.

i cant even ask for more from you.

i will try to understand your position for what ever condition it is,

trying not to be too jealous for looking you with her,

with your intimation with her,

by reality, i cant do the same way like you did with her,

i will try to understand you.

it is hard for us to say what actually happen between us,

for others view, i'm maybe an evil girl who dare to tackle you even you are taken,

its hard for me to accept the fact that i'm being too cruel by crashing others heart,

especially my own friend.

if and only if we doesn't knew each other.

but, what ever it is, i'm trying to be patience for our relationship.

even we are not clear with our status yet,

but as long as we trust each other,

it will be our strength.

and that is the base of our relationship.

trust and patience.

hope the dreams would become a reality.